urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:master_woland dreary dreamin master_woland 2007-04-02T18:32:25Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:master_woland:3895 2005-10-27T18:57:07Z 2005-10-27T18:57:07Z I am sooooooooooo tired of being myself. I can't seem to get anything done. My life is useless, like it is now. I have goals and I know what I want from life but having so much free time makes me waste so much of my precious time. One problem is that I'm forgiving myself (normally I feel huge pangs of guilt --I still do but I'm being forgiving) for this and as a result I think I indulge in it much more. Six months of my life kinda wasted. I mean I'm making a lot of progress I think but it would all go so much quicker weren't I so freakin' dumb. Anyway, I'm leaving on Sat to visit friends and family, and when I'm back I hope to have changed things around and made a sensible plan for next semester/year.<br /><br />xxoo,<br />mw urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:master_woland:3618 2005-10-23T03:15:58Z 2007-04-02T18:32:25Z OK, I'm reading a tree grows in brooklyn and oh bell hooks, whose book I adore. In a month or so I'll go back to the middle of nowhere to tell everyone I'm not going to be back. I'm eating lots of avocados these days. I love them slightly unripe. My roommate's in India at the moment, will be fun to have her back. <br /><br />So long,<br />mw urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:master_woland:2839 2004-06-09T04:31:52Z 2004-06-09T04:31:52Z So i cleaned the whole freakin house now. It smells like orange, it tastes like orange, it feel like orange.<br />its marvelous.<br />you guys should all check it out. im vry proud of myself, i got into cleaning mode; i did nothing but that all day, pretty much. went out with the girls for a bit but nothing too special. julie has a new boyfriend, and im happy about that. he's a hottie!<br />ok i think im going to eat some of that chocolate mousse bomb that was left from the party last night and then take a bubble bath and then go to bed.<br />night... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:master_woland:2717 2004-05-05T00:48:55Z 2004-05-05T00:48:55Z shhhhhhh.... yeah seriously, im going to do it. now. i hate the freakin thing. but one must. one has to. seriously. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:master_woland:2416 2004-05-04T05:09:56Z 2004-05-04T05:09:56Z <img src="http://images.quizilla.com/K/karaisma4all/1036949527_pin-up-024.jpg" border="0" alt="seductress"><br>You are the seductress pin-up! You are<br>self-explanatory. You slut!<br /><br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/karaisma4all/quizzes/What%20Type%20Of%20Retro%20Gal%20Are%20You%3F/"> <font size="-1">What Type Of Retro Gal Are You?</font></a><br> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:master_woland:1513 2004-04-28T20:59:12Z 2004-04-28T20:59:12Z stupidly <br />i continue to hurt myself<br />it's like a train<br />in motion<br />and i never like it when people say<br />that i suck<br />no wonders! well, i hope that<br />at least<br />the parties this weekend <br />will make me feel <br />like cotton candy urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:master_woland:1101 2004-04-28T17:33:03Z 2004-04-28T17:33:03Z drumming magic hopefully <br />he's not yelping<br />in his sleep<br />in a second<br />i'll wake him up urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:master_woland:598 2004-04-27T14:20:28Z 2004-04-27T14:20:28Z french techno my antisocial breakfast was fun this morning. my hallmate and i tried to accomplish something, but it was way too hard, with the bustlings of the nests and schmoozy types wanting to sit with us; but especially the sweet and tickling aroma of the vanilla tea made it impossible for me to concentrate. <br />anyways. had not-so-unpleasant dreams last night (was expecting them).<br />it's sunny to-day. i still miss the spring that was here a couple of weeks ago.